inspire by Dave Tang. I decide to plant his discipline gene in my cloning system. (WTF????)
which means 2011 has to be extremely DISCIPLINED.
as Eric said, Dave is always prime (or something like that...Yuck i feel like i can't speak English all of a sudden! or maybe i really don't)
I am shattered from Winter Camp really. still tired after a 2 hour nap.
Anyway, here is my complete 2011 resolution, adding from the previous one.
1. Confidence in God: Serve more at Kings Cross, go to St.Helens occassionally, love thy neighbours, call your friends and take care of them, like a real one, not chitchatting by talking bullshit, I will attempt to melt Wilson L's heart....or not, this challenge is too tough for me. Probably Titus Babe's or Dr. Adam's LMAO!
2. Talk less crap since many people suggested the real me feels nothing like the writer of Essays in Love, I decide to talk less crap and be nice and genuine. But I just can't let go of my wicked sense of humour. I think, after reducing myself to an irreducible core, I have no other personality but -- FUNNY (how pathetic.)
3. No drinking until I get a job: it is not that hard, i think. I will drink J2O, and dont give a shit if people and the sexy bartender stare at me. I have a MISSION! Horny Children, don't tempt me like evil twins. And you Madman twin bro Ray!!
4. Learn to resist: since i am finally able to refuse people's cigarette offer, I got the feeling that i can refuse any temptation (over confident...Obviously not.) but the most important thing i have to resist, is, the temptation of fun. I always end up wasting my time and make people to waste their time with me just because of my laziness. I have to learn from James Charles Mak, Neville Lee and of coz my idol -David Tang.
5. More independent: touch up on 4th Point, it is extremely hard to act on my own for a spoiled princess like me. I won't go to the loo if no one is going to the loo with me (WTF? yes.), so start with the basics, i will walk home on my own after dinner with friends, also will not stay in people's home just because it is slightly past 1am, I live in Central London, not Zone 5, com'on!
6. Lose Weight: this morning I looked into the mirror and thought I was quite sexy. But no, don't be fooled by the illusion of the bloody mirror! I have to lose weight!!!! And inspired by Dave Tang for his good shape, (tbh I have never seen his actual shape as his clothes are very loose), I have to be as boring as him (he used that term not me!).
Diet-wise So according to him, I will have Porridge or Toast with honey for breakfast, no snack, 米粉for lunch, and some chinese rice and meat and veg stir-fry for dinner.
Exercise-wise i will have to jog and walk for an hour to start with, and he said I should aim for a 10K something (gosh i have forgotten what is it again?) in June. Since he is those person that can run on that bizarre machine in front of a mirror....which i can't and i don't want to, i will run to Regent's Park starting on week 1 Lent Term which is next week. we will see. Exercise without a brain has never been my cup of tea, but I will try. Anyone fancy fencing or badminton though??
7. Commitment: I swear I have almost forgotten I have a family in Hong Kong since I barely talked to them for the past few months. It is not because I don't like them, but i have been too busy. It is all excuse, although it is difficult to match the time and stuff, it is my family and I have my responsibility. Sometimes I would mourn about why I have never met a good team/group? but I realised it is me that's responsible for a bad team, because I didn't even bother joining in! With such defeating attitude, a team is gotta be crap. So i have to play my part, no matter in Church, in Volunteer centre, in work, in study, in Anth Society, among friends, with family, in relationship, I have to learn to commit.
8. Responsible: First impression is important, since I decide to be more mature and dependable, and at least live up to what people expect me to be as the writer of Essays in Love (some sort of sensitive, mature and sensible person, with a touch of sexiness and mystery) I used to make too much jokes, and since i am gonna talk less crap yet retain my wicked humour, i hope to demonstrate more clearly that I am a responsible person as I truely am and always have been.
I hope in the end of 2011, I will become a well-toned sweetheart with a caring heart and a job (HAHA what a summary).
But there are always something you can't control, with that you can only pray.
So I am gonna pray for:
1. Job hunting - nothing more to say.
2. Relationship - the word means a two-way interaction, so if i have do my part - talk less crap , be independent but commited, and still not getting any positive response, i will just have to believe God would bless me and that person/group/wtever.
3. Visa - obviously I really want to stay in the UK, but either I need a job or I need a husband (Conditioned: with a British Passport). I will try my best, but i am pretty sure things like that is just not entirely up to myself. TOday when I told Christy Lok that I might gotta leave the country, I actually wanna cry, should have to talk Christy bit more you know! LMAO!
there are probably more to pray about, I normally talk a lot of crap in prayer too. but as pastor said, stop small talks!!
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